Screw Holidays

by TastyJack Thursday, July 04, 2013 0 comments

Well another semester closer to completing University and...

And what? Is it like, once I have my degree I should go look for a job? Or am I suppose to study more?

Sigh.

Parents have been away, so I've had a lot of time thinking about life. Seriously after exams and whilst on holidays I really don't like having nothing to do. I don't like not thinking, nor do I like not doing anything productive.

I've always been scared to let myself go and not be tense. Always been scared to relax. Its like if I relax, I'm a bit scared of that I won't get back into it.

So I tried for a week, to do exactly that.

And it was shit. I barely lasted 4 days.

It got so bad that I didn't want to go to sleep because I wasn't tired.

I've never particularly enjoyed holidays. It just seems a really poor excuse to be procrastinate.

Yet, I'm acutely aware, that everyone is so happy for the break and like, I swear every second friend I have right now is in Europe. If not Europe then, overseas.

And then everyone finds it important to check in everywhere they go. Oh hey, look I had lunch today.

AND THEN DINNER.

And do you know how I got overseas? THEY WENT TO THE AIRPORT.

Okay, its a bit harsh, but doesn't make it less annoying.

What is everyone's fascination in having to show off. To check in everywhere they go.

I honestly doubt we upload photos of ourselves to make other people happy.