Tonight, I finally handed in my group's design assignment. All 57 pages of it. Wow, glad to have that monkey off my back. I've had some really polarising mood swings lately and generally been really shitty to be around sometimes. GOOD THING NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE HAVE HAD THAT UNFORTUNATE EXPERIENCE.
But sorry, to those people who have had that unfortunate experience. Hopefully with that assignment handed in they'll stop.
I took this morning off, and just slept in and crapped around on DotA and read books and other cool forever alone stuff like that. Which was so nice. I mean its so nice to have no assignments.
Oh wait.
If engineering was easy, or if university was easy, then everyone would be doing it. If it was easy, then everyone would be passing and you would have no one failing. Assignment and hard work is simply part of the deal.
Oh wait.
If engineering was easy, or if university was easy, then everyone would be doing it. If it was easy, then everyone would be passing and you would have no one failing. Assignment and hard work is simply part of the deal.
It dawned on me the other day, that right now, I'm closer to 22 then I am to 21. Twenty two. Really, by now, I thought something would have found me by now. Or, I would have something yay,something cool, something exciting? Like a goal or something fun. I thought I would have found something to be really passionate about.
If I had figured "it" out, that would be nice. Not all of it, just some parts of it.
Maybe my standards are too high and I'm expecting too much. Maybe things aren't suppose to magically find you and then you become magically passionate about it.
Its just it seems to happen for everyone else. Yeah, slightly salty (jealous.)
I swear the hardest part of everyday is getting out of bed. DON'T GET ME WRONG ITS NOT LIKE I'M UNMOTIVATED OR SOMETHING, but sleeping is so nice especially when I don't sleep very much.
Things can change so quickly. Friends, who you see and hang out with everyday, doesn't mean that they'll be there tomorrow, or next year. You could have an irreconcilable argument and then never want to talk again. I guess it comes from what I said last week. Opportunities are just that. They don't last forever.
I'm not saying, live in the moment. By all means plan ahead. But just be aware that people aren't always what what you think them to be. Values change. Two people's values can change diverge, and diverge quite significantly.
Really though, friends aren't formed only from similar values. You should be able to disagree and still be friends.
Values being different doesn't change the fact that some things are fun. You don't need to have the same values to play darts or go bowling. Its really not that hard.
The same sentiment applies for everything else as well. One day, we can all be, yeah, this is awesome, going to do this forever and ever. The next day, we go eh, not really for me.
Just sometimes, it'd be a lot easier, if I didn't look for that amazing thing I'm really passionate about. I should settle on something I'm okay or happy with. I probably won't find what I'm looking for anyway.
~TastyJacks~
Maybe my standards are too high and I'm expecting too much. Maybe things aren't suppose to magically find you and then you become magically passionate about it.
Its just it seems to happen for everyone else. Yeah, slightly salty (jealous.)
I swear the hardest part of everyday is getting out of bed. DON'T GET ME WRONG ITS NOT LIKE I'M UNMOTIVATED OR SOMETHING, but sleeping is so nice especially when I don't sleep very much.
Things can change so quickly. Friends, who you see and hang out with everyday, doesn't mean that they'll be there tomorrow, or next year. You could have an irreconcilable argument and then never want to talk again. I guess it comes from what I said last week. Opportunities are just that. They don't last forever.
I'm not saying, live in the moment. By all means plan ahead. But just be aware that people aren't always what what you think them to be. Values change. Two people's values can change diverge, and diverge quite significantly.
Really though, friends aren't formed only from similar values. You should be able to disagree and still be friends.
Values being different doesn't change the fact that some things are fun. You don't need to have the same values to play darts or go bowling. Its really not that hard.
The same sentiment applies for everything else as well. One day, we can all be, yeah, this is awesome, going to do this forever and ever. The next day, we go eh, not really for me.
Just sometimes, it'd be a lot easier, if I didn't look for that amazing thing I'm really passionate about. I should settle on something I'm okay or happy with. I probably won't find what I'm looking for anyway.
~TastyJacks~
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